THE FAMOUS L.S.D HAS FINALLY VISITED LSDLAND... SKUNKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!2626

 THATS RIGHT!!!!!! i did oveercome my fear of accid1111! i forgot to write and neglected my blog when it actually happened but i will tell ALLL. But today, i have been awake for quite some time, because pof ym sleep schedule being flipped baclwards to be a nocturnal opposum or raccooon or SKUNK. SKUNKSKSKSKSKSKSKUNK IS VERY IMPORTANT HERE IN MIMZY LAND LATELY , almsot like RABBITS, but not =nearly as much yet.. But.. i didint evem write about the time that i tok acid for the very FIRST TIM E afew weeks ago and its given me a very mild form of HPPD. :{{{{{ BUMMER. BUT ITS OKAY. ITS VERY SLIGHT.. But onto the actual TRIP. The day started as any other, :] i actually cant remember much of before the druggy night MAN I SHOULDA JOURNALEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ANYWAYS i wuz like MAN im boreed and i did shrooms a few days ago why not do somethign else mroeeeee silly and iiiiii txted a friend of a friend of a friend to whom i was recommmened and drove all;llllll the way far away to retrieve le yum yums yum yuyms including molly lsd and DMT :D i did not expierenmce dmt as it seems everytime i attempt this drug i am met with nothing at all.. as if the universe telling me,, your not ready... so i have stopped pushing fate and decided to let it  be. It was quite a journal to find a crack pipe to smoke dis stuff with and on the way i encounteered two cats having SEX IN THE PARKING LOT AND I CAUGHT DAT ACTION ON FILM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. ANYWHO. Molly makes me run SUPA FASTTTTTTTTTT.... I WAS RUNNIN BACK N FORTH THRU THE HOTEL SMACKIN MY LIL BODY INTO THE WALL TURN AROUND RUN RUN RUN RUN DO IT AGAIN!! WHAMWHAMWHAM! not that hard but fo real i could BLAST!!! i felt HEAVY!! like after you get off a long day of trampoline jumpin!! This did not last long, as i decided to take le small tabby:'']]]]AND MAN............ WAS EVERYTHING........ M O V I N........ like,, EVEYRTHIGN!!!!!!!!!!! this ceiling we had in the hotel was ATROCIOUSLY HIDEOUS and i WISH i didnt have to watch that bubbly popcorn mold twist and sway like the great ocean for 12 horuurs:[[[ SO, i noticed this fact and i was like WOAHH WE NEED SUM MORE OF THUIS... LEMME TEXT THE DUDE,,, AND GET MORE.... AND LET ME ASK.. MISTER,..... UHHHHHHHHH,  WHATEVR UR NAME IS,,, DO U HAVE LE H9ORSE TRANQUILIZER??????????? So i pops another tab, an hour after i took the first one, (not the best idea heyyyyy} boughts da ketamine and head back 2 da room!!!! WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT IM GETTING IT ALL TWISTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WE DID NOT PURCHASE KET UNTIL I FUCKING FOUND 500 CASH SHMUNIES ON IN THE PARKING LOT RIGHT BESIDES MY FOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!  THATS RIGTH!!!! I WAS TRIPPIN SO HARD AND SO CRAZY THAT I FOUND MONEY GLITCH!!! SO WE SPENT LITERALLY 200 DO0LLARS ON YYUMYUMS LOLOLOLLOLOLOLOL...ANYWAY.... Whenever i was outside it was INSANITY because the entire night sky turned itself into a hexagonal DOME full of repeating patterned CLOUDS and uit was HYPNOTIZINGGGG it wss wild AND everything  was splitting.. like..... VISUAL REALITY.. like u know when stuff is 3D and its made up of Cyan and Red overlapped... EVERYTHING WAS CYAN AND RED SPLITTING.. I COULD SEE REALITY.... I SEEN IT.. LITTLE FUZZIES OF AIR IN THE AIR AND I COULD BREAK IT AOPART AND TOUCH THE REALITY FUZZ,,,all the stars in the sky were multiplying with a green one and a red one for each star But outside got kuinda scary:{ i wish we woulda done it at day time cuz it was weirdddd how everythiung was dark so more led to my imagination to make scary dark things ap-pear:[ i was laying on my back staring at the sky when suddenly abunch of black bugs started raining on me!!!!! I COULDNT TELL IF IT WAS REAL OR NOT SO I SCREAMED!!! But we seen a SKUNK!! a real life skunk!! i wasnt halluncinating this!! it was a big fluff skunk! and then i did hallucinate abunch of baby little skunks in the grass but i THOUGHT it was real so i started to walk towards them and then they started to dissappear into th egrasses!! like swirling away@!!! the clolsed eye visuals were INSANE not very vivid but they were THERE and i seen KALI!!!!!!! just like when i seen her on shrooms!! omfg can my dad stop taliking about disgusting politics [PLEASE LOVE POEPLE STOP THIS MADNESS WHY FILL YOUR BRAIN WITH HATE STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP ]anyways I seen alot of flesh bugs that grossed me out and other nasty things but i also seen alot of mandalas growing all over my skin like it was realer than real it was made out of my scars it was cool. I seen these little bratz dollz dancing ballet with pink and black lingerie on it was so cool they started multiplying! abnd a big spinning hweel of dead skeletons :( But tis ok. Its been weeks now and i have decided i dont wanna do acid again ever cuz AFTYERWARDS i starrted to feel all confused and dissociated from the world like wtff was that i couldtn and STILL CANT get over the fact that that happened like how how how how was i seeinf stuff that just not THEREEE ITS SO CREEP ESPECIALLY THE FUZZ IN THE MATRIX. And i felt so scared and creeped out for a week afterwards and still kinda feel weird BECAUSE when ever im in a dark room i see fuzz ststaic everywhere and crazieyiest phosephenes supeer intense i even seen a whole mandala with my eyes open and its hard ti get to sleep and sopmetimes i get veryyyyy vivid imagintion like ill think of something and i see it faintly. So is that HPPD or wat?? And i didnt evem have anyting 2 write home abut the ketamine CUZ I DIDNT FEEL NOTHUN maybe my dissociatuive receptoers are all fried cuz delsyum but i sniffed up a little chunk and waiiiiittttttttt waiiiiiitttttttttttttttt waittttttttt Nuthing. Also i HATE to snort things i wasnt prepared for that NAUSEATING THICK DRIP IN MY THROAT i chugged a whole quart of chocky milk and i still tasted it!! for WHAT!!! FOR NADA!!!!!!!!! So yea thats drug adventures 

2 hours in synchronistic world:D

 6:30 -  message seen 27 minutes ago. someone with name alongs the lines of...Anorexicwhore666 on instigramy same birth name as me. So does aliveinthecandy.64. mutual bestieieieiefrined;p  and the girl on pinterest lilypuppystrange and twitter., Lilyanna bunny rabbit gu==rl,  is my name this popular??? or. i am shifted into a timeline where universe speaks to me everyday and helps me in every way. i am divinely gifted with the ability to seek out these curated subliminal messages planted in my waking reality. 

Libra number 6. Libra letter O. Letter O 15, 6. All together connected like a web. 

its July 27th. Special  

6:43- 18% percent on my phone Open instagram to see aliveinthecandy.64 has “18” first on her page. HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

6:48- kerrifor1968 comments about being skinny at 27 years old. 272727727272727272727277272772727272727. skinniness a common theme in life at the moment,, all moments,,, 21 post. 2262 follower. 622 follow. Wow. August 26th post. First post Oct. 22 2016.  2626262626262262626262666666

6:57- itslovelymimi27 

7:01- Two of hearts((IVE BEEN OBSESSING OVER AND CONSPIRING ON HOW I CAN REPLICATE THIS STYLE OF MUSIC...::;;}}}} korean lyric video with 26.2  

7:05 - had a strong notion to follow you, nelldanger. Of course your 27 years old. Make video about Amy Winehous3e,,272727272

7:08 - big giant spiral. “hypnotic state analysis” 292. 

7:11 - 27 comment reply 

7:12 - 1217 comment like. 

7:14 - khali the flower girl live in hoarder house like me. 

7:17 - opium 27. 

7:18 - weird teddy bears. 722 

7:20 - causcasion --> asian surgery. 277 Hmm

7:25 -  i say out loud “ive been seeing alot of 2626..” looks at phone.. 2626 likes. TURNS 7:26. AS I TYPE. i am so powerful. 

7:27 - 27, 217. 

7:36 - neuro divinity. 27. i feel so connected :D

7:58 - 1277

7:59 - 72,271 72.2 

8:00 - 27 

8:07 - 72% 9,770 

8:11 - magical glitter noise explosion.. 27 yesssssssssssssssss

8:12 - 27 comment 

8:13- 27 comment 

8:15- 555 mushroom. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

8:23 - 227 

Dont worry, i wil be keeping trac from HERE. ON. OUT. nothing goes undocumented ;D 

NEW ARTYS;D

 

HA OF COURSE THE SONG IM LISTENIG  TO "   Fire in my veins"  PASSENGEROFSHIT OF CORUSEEEE ITS 4:27 

NUMBER 27 I SEE IT PROBABLY 2727272727272772 TIMES A DAY RIGHT.. GAWWWWWWWDDDDDDDDDD... WHATS REAL??? Whatever:D 

So this p[iece is isnpired by my love for dress up and zombie :D enjoy 

DEAR EMILY YOUCIS, IS YOU MY SOULMATE?>?>?>?>and MUSICS and m0re

 not inna gay way, inna HOLY SHUIT WER DESTINED 2 MEET AND CREATE SOMETHING THAT WILL CHANGE EARTH way. THE SIGNSSSSSSSS THE SIGNSSSSS SAY ALLLLLLLLL. 

So i find out about the little alfer on... lemme guesss...... MAY 31ST. I LITERRALLY GOOGLED WHEN IUS THI B9ITCHES ZODIAC SIGN AND IT WAS 12:00 MIGNIGHT ON MAY 3IST WHAT THE FYUCK 

SECOND THING,   CHECK IT, MY SPOTIFY PLATYLIST OVERFLOWING WITH SUICIDALRAPORGY AND P[ASSENGEROFSHIT SINCE UI WAS A TEENY BABY AND THEN I SEE U ANIMATED MCBUSHPIG SONG REALLY....!!!!!!@!~$#@ ITS GETTING INSANE!!!!!!!! 

THEN THE NEXT DAY IM WATCHING THIS RETARDED TERRIBLE MOVIE FUCKED UIP ON COUGHSYRU[P "Arthur and the minimoys" its alreadya TRIPPY WORLD WGHEN SOBER IF U WATCH IT.. ITS FYUCKED up ... ANYWAYS/....... THE DOGS FUCKING NAME IS ALFREDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALFRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AFRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ALFER!!!!!!!!!!!!!ALFRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ALFRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARE YOU FUCKINGH MY PERNIS!!!!!!!!ALFRED>>>>???????????????????????

Listenign 2 "my lil pony.WMV By TOXIC LIPSTICK rn ((oine of the best band besides passengerofshit)))9--- 

HAPPY LIL PONY, TOUCH THA LIL PONY, MOUNT THE LIL PONY, RIDE THE LITTLE PONMY FUCK THE LITTLE PONY RAPE THE LITTLE PONY KISS THE LITTKLE PONY PUT A FINGER IN ITS ANUSSSSSSSSSSSSS EAT THE PONIES FACE OFF TURN THE PONY INTO GLUE!!!!STEAL THE PONIES SHOES!!!!!!!!KILL THE FUCKING PIONY!@@@!@#$@!!!!!!!!!!DIE PONY FUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIE PONY FUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!DIE PONY FUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIE PONY FUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Sweet little pony,, im sorry little pony, i didnt mean 2 make u sad , i didnt mean 2 kill yur motherr,,,,I DIDNT MEAN 2 EAT UR FACE, I NEVER MEANT TO STAB YOUR DAD, I DIDNT MEAN TO STELA YOUR SHOES,S I NEVER MEANT TO MAKE YOU DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!34752!@#%#$@ Anyways Why is even THIS band has so many sybncronicities to myu life and lyrics i alrighty wrote like im going crazy io feel like eevryone i like i was MEANT to find so that i can reacgh my ful creatuive potential and emily and toxcic lipsdtick and swift IS ALL APART OF YM BIG BRAIN AND I MANIOFESTED THEM INTO EXISTENACE WHEN I REINCARNATED HERE SO THAT I WONT BE ALONE AND THEY CAN BE LIKE MY GUARDIAN ANGELS OF ART AND BEAUTIFUL Like its  A  MIRACLE their all alive at the same time as me and i foudn them now l;ike WOW WOWOWOWOWOW and especially YAKUMAN mANGLO the painter IS MY FAVORITE EVER PAINTER AND I WANT TO PAINT JSUT LIKE HER AND IT MAKES ME HAPPY:::::::)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) HANDS UP WHOOO WANTS SONME PIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

SORRY IM My SELF.

 Ughhhhhhh do i even bave any right to complain????because..well…I AM REALLY CKING WEIRD OK. BUT why does everyone twll you when yur a lil kid..

“you should ALWAYS be yoyrself!!!!!” 

…So! i start expressing my beautiful brain!!! Makin art!!! Bein coo!!!! AND NOW ITS 

“theres something wrong with you…”

IS THERE? IS THERE?? IS THERE????? OR IS THERE SOMETHING WRING WITH YOUUUUU!!???????!!!????;?(?(?(?((??Being FAKE. FAKE. FAKE. FAKE. EVERYONE. is FAKE. nice up in my face and i leave and everhone whisper SHES A FUCKUNG FREAK.  OK TELL ME BITCH.   im on the toilet rugh now and i cant even REMEMBER if i pooped aready or not!???! HELP!!!!!!! BRITNEY SPEARS BLASTJNG IN THE NEXT ROOM, BLESSUNG THOSE EARSSSS 💚💚💚💚my retardness is killing me💚and iiii 💚 I MUST CONFESS, i still believeeee, (STILL BELIEVE) In jesus christTTTT im gonan loose my mind, GIVE ME A SIGN, JESUS,   HELP ME BABY ONE MORE TIMEzzzzzzzHELP ME !!!!! Serwiously jesus Ive been reallysad lately. i dont knoe ehats real. its really easy for me to dissociate andthink This isnt real. So.  

HOw to make BIG BANK when your STOOPID.!!!

So lately me and my mans been doing uber deliveries, but sometimes they just dont tip enough moneys andnit makes me wanna go back to my old ways,, Like poppin my bagina open for a cheeseburger, So i put in the note message, HEY, WANNA SUBSCWIBE TO MY OWNLY FANS???? THERES FOOOOOTTTT AND BURGER!!!! and then they hungry asses jump over to my site as well and make DOUBLE BANK! as opposed to if we just delivered sanwuch! But now theres DOUBLE FUN! DOUBLE MEAT FLAPS!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So with the new app, UBER UOOCHIE you can uber SOME GUSHY TO YOUR DOORSTEP IN ONE TAP OF A FUCKING THUMBMBMBMBMBMB and your life will IMPROVE so your fatass doesnt have to get up and walk to he nearest streer corner or sunoco EVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAAAAAAAAAAAA’nbbbnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heres my song!!!!!!

 Song about life!!!!!!nobody was there for you when you were smallllllyou gotta eat your own shit to get any damn attention at alllllll deprive yourself of food and water you dont need shit like love and shelter  growing up faster faster faster fasterr!!!! you don’t deserve a thing dad said it himself so dont ya get greedy dont you ask for help!!!!!!! nothings wrong with you you made it up ,,,no one ever hurt you your seeing stuff!!!,,,everyone loves you its fine shut up ,people have it worse so suck it up!!!!it was just a dream! it was all a dream! you didnt see a thing cuz it was just a dream!!!!!!! it’s completely normal to hate your own guts so much so much so muchhhhhhhhso much that one day in 4th grade you stole a pair of scissors and a rusty old blade you started cutting yourself under the school desk they called your mom cuz you made a big mess Hahaha isnt this normalllllll????? its so normalllllllland dont you dare ever stop doing it!!! you cant get better!!!!!!!!!!!! their gonna stop caring! their gonna look away no more staring! you cant get better or your gonna be better and everyone will forget that you were the one who suffered ! dont let the scab healyou gotta make more scabs to peel! its fun!!! keep peeling! dont stop sawing away at those arms!!! dont stop!!!!!!!!!! Even though it never made them care!!!! DONT STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!! So now in 7th grade you logged onto tumblr you seen a skinny bitch and it made you wonder……….Is this gonna be the answer the answer to it alllllllll!!!!!!!!!!! everyones gonna love me AFTER ALLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY THEYLL LOVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!! IF IM SKINNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (((i love you eugenia cooneyyyy!!!!)))laa!!! Dont stop!!!!!! Dont you stop starving!!!!! If you get better its all for nothing!!!!!!!!!!! ITS ALL FOR NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you didnt lose enough WHY CANT YOU BE GOOD AT SOMETHING????????????? YOU DIDNT GO DEEP ENOUGH WHY CANT YOU BE GOOD AT SOMETHING???? ????????????????????And they still dont careeeeee their never gonna careeeeeeeee …. even if you drench your self in lighter fluid and bang your head on a chairrrrrrr Even if you run away with an older man and do a lota meth and dextromorphan nobodys gonna careeeeeeeeeee dont stop there!!!!!!!!!!!! Sell yourself online for a couple of bucks and abunch of other shit that you wish you never done You can never take it back you can never do enough  Why am i here its like im NOT REALLLLLLNOTHING IS REALLLLLLLL😊😊😊😊😊 WHY DIDNT YOU NOTICE THAT SOONER??????????????????? YOUR NOT REAL:)))))))) NOTHING IS REAL!!!!!!!!:))))) SO KEEP SAWING AWAY AT YOUR LIMBS KEEP STARVING YOUR NEVER GONNA BE THIN  KEEP POSTING YOUR DEFORMED SACK OF FLESH FILL IT WITH HEROIN NEXT TIME AND FUCK A MILLION MEN YOUR NEVER GONNA BE REAL:) AND SINCE UR NOT REAL YOU CAN GO EVEN DEEPER YOU CAN STARVE EVEN LONGER YOU CAN DO MORE MORE MORENEVER GIVE UP DONT STOP DONT STOP NOW DONT STOPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)))