heres my song!!!!!!

 Song about life!!!!!!nobody was there for you when you were smallllllyou gotta eat your own shit to get any damn attention at alllllll deprive yourself of food and water you dont need shit like love and shelter  growing up faster faster faster fasterr!!!! you don’t deserve a thing dad said it himself so dont ya get greedy dont you ask for help!!!!!!! nothings wrong with you you made it up ,,,no one ever hurt you your seeing stuff!!!,,,everyone loves you its fine shut up ,people have it worse so suck it up!!!!it was just a dream! it was all a dream! you didnt see a thing cuz it was just a dream!!!!!!! it’s completely normal to hate your own guts so much so much so muchhhhhhhhso much that one day in 4th grade you stole a pair of scissors and a rusty old blade you started cutting yourself under the school desk they called your mom cuz you made a big mess Hahaha isnt this normalllllll????? its so normalllllllland dont you dare ever stop doing it!!! you cant get better!!!!!!!!!!!! their gonna stop caring! their gonna look away no more staring! you cant get better or your gonna be better and everyone will forget that you were the one who suffered ! dont let the scab healyou gotta make more scabs to peel! its fun!!! keep peeling! dont stop sawing away at those arms!!! dont stop!!!!!!!!!! Even though it never made them care!!!! DONT STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!! So now in 7th grade you logged onto tumblr you seen a skinny bitch and it made you wonder……….Is this gonna be the answer the answer to it alllllllll!!!!!!!!!!! everyones gonna love me AFTER ALLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY THEYLL LOVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!! IF IM SKINNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (((i love you eugenia cooneyyyy!!!!)))laa!!! Dont stop!!!!!! Dont you stop starving!!!!! If you get better its all for nothing!!!!!!!!!!! ITS ALL FOR NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you didnt lose enough WHY CANT YOU BE GOOD AT SOMETHING????????????? YOU DIDNT GO DEEP ENOUGH WHY CANT YOU BE GOOD AT SOMETHING???? ????????????????????And they still dont careeeeee their never gonna careeeeeeeee …. even if you drench your self in lighter fluid and bang your head on a chairrrrrrr Even if you run away with an older man and do a lota meth and dextromorphan nobodys gonna careeeeeeeeeee dont stop there!!!!!!!!!!!! Sell yourself online for a couple of bucks and abunch of other shit that you wish you never done You can never take it back you can never do enough  Why am i here its like im NOT REALLLLLLNOTHING IS REALLLLLLLL😊😊😊😊😊 WHY DIDNT YOU NOTICE THAT SOONER??????????????????? YOUR NOT REAL:)))))))) NOTHING IS REAL!!!!!!!!:))))) SO KEEP SAWING AWAY AT YOUR LIMBS KEEP STARVING YOUR NEVER GONNA BE THIN  KEEP POSTING YOUR DEFORMED SACK OF FLESH FILL IT WITH HEROIN NEXT TIME AND FUCK A MILLION MEN YOUR NEVER GONNA BE REAL:) AND SINCE UR NOT REAL YOU CAN GO EVEN DEEPER YOU CAN STARVE EVEN LONGER YOU CAN DO MORE MORE MORENEVER GIVE UP DONT STOP DONT STOP NOW DONT STOPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)))