SUMMER IS PRETTY MUCH OVER.. which caused me to relize that my birthday is in 3 MONTHS............................ Which caused me to relize tears flyinmg down my face.!!!@!@! i ddint even get 2 b 18 yet!!! I DISSOCIATED IT ALL!!! LIKE EVERY OTHER YEAR OF MY LIFE.it feels like its been a month,, of this age.. at MOST. This has been the most insaneity year of my life!!!!!!!and mayvbe most traumatic!,, caused all by me... brinmging things upon myself.. Anyways IM STILL 8 YEARS OLD.INside. never mentally moved on from that time. My case manageer said my brain will grow older and catch up the more i heal in therapy, i hope so... its so disorienting living here! in this timeline! where im 18,, and i just dont feel like it its scaery everyday. I thhink i might dye myhair from pastell fleshy pink to TEALLLLLL BLLLUUUEEEEE HATSUNE MIIIIIIIIKU
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