I AM AN ENIGMA.

Today in therapy we learned using AND instead of But.. To remind ourselves that something can be two conflicting things at once. 

I Hate myself AND i love myself.¯\_(☯෴☯)_/¯

 I love jesus and i am a terrible person.  

i am beautiful and i am disgusting i want to get better and i want to suffer

i believe i deserve happiness and to stay miserable. 

i crave attention and i want t0 be invisible.

i love him and i hate him.

☆★☆★🍇🍏 

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i want to disturb people, and i obsess negetively of what they think about me. 

 💜💧👾👼💢😋👩👰👸💅👼🀤🂩➰✔🍟🍷🐇🐥🍧🍊