I Hate myself AND i love myself.¯\_(☯෴☯)_/¯

I love jesus and i am a terrible person.

i am beautiful and i am disgusting

i want to get better and i want to suffer

i believe i deserve happiness and to stay miserable.

i crave attention and i want t0 be invisible.

i love him and i hate him.

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i want to disturb people, and i obsess negetively of what they think about me.

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Tuesday, October 24, 2023

I JUST WANT THIS TO FEEL REAL D: I NEED SOMETHING CRAZY MIRACLE TO HAPPEN TO ME TODAY!!!!!!!!! THATS WHY I CAN'T STOP TRYING! How do you expect a miracle to happen to you if you dont go search for miracle???????You have to happen to the miaracle.. When youre at the store and someonje comes up talking to you, Do not walk away. Listen. This could lead you downa whole new path of choices that leads to a MIRACLE! Life is a visuAL novel game, When you are met with multiple choice options at the bottom of the screen, You are never limited to just one, two, three answers! You can haver any answer! and click the answer that is unexpected, and out of your comfort zone, the one that flies to your true mind first. Stop holding back the true answer because you want to get the regular normal endng,,,,, Ahhhhhhhhh if i click this one, I might get the bad ending. or unknown strange ending???? Person peoples judging me ending????? BUT WGHAT IF YOU GET THE SURPRISE ENDING???? WHAT IF... YU DONT GET AN ENDING..... YOU GET A WHOLE NEW LOAD OF SURPRISE CHOICES:DDD

Say Hello?

Yes

Say something else.....

{more option..}

When you decide not to go somewhere, not to post something, not to say something, Harmless, yoiu may be standing in the way of discovering a big fat sparkle bubble miracle.. Follow your heart, not your anxieities,worries,doubts,negetive inner voice etc etc etc. Listen to that crazzzy "What if....."

it will always be a small little what if unless you make it a IT DID HAPPEN. NOW I KNOW. ya know?