THATS RIGHT!!!!!! i did oveercome my fear of accid1111! i forgot to write and neglected my blog when it actually happened but i will tell ALLL. But today, i have been awake for quite some time, because pof ym sleep schedule being flipped baclwards to be a nocturnal opposum or raccooon or SKUNK. SKUNKSKSKSKSKSKSKUNK IS VERY IMPORTANT HERE IN MIMZY LAND LATELY , almsot like RABBITS, but not =nearly as much yet.. But.. i didint evem write about the time that i tok acid for the very FIRST TIM E afew weeks ago and its given me a very mild form of HPPD. :{{{{{ BUMMER. BUT ITS OKAY. ITS VERY SLIGHT.. But onto the actual TRIP. The day started as any other, :] i actually cant remember much of before the druggy night MAN I SHOULDA JOURNALEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ANYWAYS i wuz like MAN im boreed and i did shrooms a few days ago why not do somethign else mroeeeee silly and iiiiii txted a friend of a friend of a friend to whom i was recommmened and drove all;llllll the way far away to retrieve le yum yums yum yuyms including molly lsd and DMT :D i did not expierenmce dmt as it seems everytime i attempt this drug i am met with nothing at all.. as if the universe telling me,, your not ready... so i have stopped pushing fate and decided to let it be. It was quite a journal to find a crack pipe to smoke dis stuff with and on the way i encounteered two cats having SEX IN THE PARKING LOT AND I CAUGHT DAT ACTION ON FILM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. ANYWHO. Molly makes me run SUPA FASTTTTTTTTTT.... I WAS RUNNIN BACK N FORTH THRU THE HOTEL SMACKIN MY LIL BODY INTO THE WALL TURN AROUND RUN RUN RUN RUN DO IT AGAIN!! WHAMWHAMWHAM! not that hard but fo real i could BLAST!!! i felt HEAVY!! like after you get off a long day of trampoline jumpin!! This did not last long, as i decided to take le small tabby:'']]]]AND MAN............ WAS EVERYTHING........ M O V I N........ like,, EVEYRTHIGN!!!!!!!!!!! this ceiling we had in the hotel was ATROCIOUSLY HIDEOUS and i WISH i didnt have to watch that bubbly popcorn mold twist and sway like the great ocean for 12 horuurs:[[[ SO, i noticed this fact and i was like WOAHH WE NEED SUM MORE OF THUIS... LEMME TEXT THE DUDE,,, AND GET MORE.... AND LET ME ASK.. MISTER,..... UHHHHHHHHH, WHATEVR UR NAME IS,,, DO U HAVE LE H9ORSE TRANQUILIZER??????????? So i pops another tab, an hour after i took the first one, (not the best idea heyyyyy} boughts da ketamine and head back 2 da room!!!! WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT IM GETTING IT ALL TWISTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WE DID NOT PURCHASE KET UNTIL I FUCKING FOUND 500 CASH SHMUNIES ON IN THE PARKING LOT RIGHT BESIDES MY FOOT!!!!!!!!!!!! THATS RIGTH!!!! I WAS TRIPPIN SO HARD AND SO CRAZY THAT I FOUND MONEY GLITCH!!! SO WE SPENT LITERALLY 200 DO0LLARS ON YYUMYUMS LOLOLOLLOLOLOLOL...ANYWAY.... Whenever i was outside it was INSANITY because the entire night sky turned itself into a hexagonal DOME full of repeating patterned CLOUDS and uit was HYPNOTIZINGGGG it wss wild AND everything was splitting.. like..... VISUAL REALITY.. like u know when stuff is 3D and its made up of Cyan and Red overlapped... EVERYTHING WAS CYAN AND RED SPLITTING.. I COULD SEE REALITY.... I SEEN IT.. LITTLE FUZZIES OF AIR IN THE AIR AND I COULD BREAK IT AOPART AND TOUCH THE REALITY FUZZ,,,all the stars in the sky were multiplying with a green one and a red one for each star But outside got kuinda scary:{ i wish we woulda done it at day time cuz it was weirdddd how everythiung was dark so more led to my imagination to make scary dark things ap-pear:[ i was laying on my back staring at the sky when suddenly abunch of black bugs started raining on me!!!!! I COULDNT TELL IF IT WAS REAL OR NOT SO I SCREAMED!!! But we seen a SKUNK!! a real life skunk!! i wasnt halluncinating this!! it was a big fluff skunk! and then i did hallucinate abunch of baby little skunks in the grass but i THOUGHT it was real so i started to walk towards them and then they started to dissappear into th egrasses!! like swirling away@!!! the clolsed eye visuals were INSANE not very vivid but they were THERE and i seen KALI!!!!!!! just like when i seen her on shrooms!! omfg can my dad stop taliking about disgusting politics [PLEASE LOVE POEPLE STOP THIS MADNESS WHY FILL YOUR BRAIN WITH HATE STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP ]anyways I seen alot of flesh bugs that grossed me out and other nasty things but i also seen alot of mandalas growing all over my skin like it was realer than real it was made out of my scars it was cool. I seen these little bratz dollz dancing ballet with pink and black lingerie on it was so cool they started multiplying! abnd a big spinning hweel of dead skeletons :( But tis ok. Its been weeks now and i have decided i dont wanna do acid again ever cuz AFTYERWARDS i starrted to feel all confused and dissociated from the world like wtff was that i couldtn and STILL CANT get over the fact that that happened like how how how how was i seeinf stuff that just not THEREEE ITS SO CREEP ESPECIALLY THE FUZZ IN THE MATRIX. And i felt so scared and creeped out for a week afterwards and still kinda feel weird BECAUSE when ever im in a dark room i see fuzz ststaic everywhere and crazieyiest phosephenes supeer intense i even seen a whole mandala with my eyes open and its hard ti get to sleep and sopmetimes i get veryyyyy vivid imagintion like ill think of something and i see it faintly. So is that HPPD or wat?? And i didnt evem have anyting 2 write home abut the ketamine CUZ I DIDNT FEEL NOTHUN maybe my dissociatuive receptoers are all fried cuz delsyum but i sniffed up a little chunk and waiiiiittttttttt waiiiiiitttttttttttttttt waittttttttt Nuthing. Also i HATE to snort things i wasnt prepared for that NAUSEATING THICK DRIP IN MY THROAT i chugged a whole quart of chocky milk and i still tasted it!! for WHAT!!! FOR NADA!!!!!!!!! So yea thats drug adventures
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Saturday, July 27, 2024
2 hours in synchronistic world:D
6:30 - message seen 27 minutes ago. someone with name alongs the lines of...Anorexicwhore666 on instigramy same birth name as me. So does aliveinthecandy.64. mutual bestieieieiefrined;p and the girl on pinterest lilypuppystrange and twitter., Lilyanna bunny rabbit gu==rl, is my name this popular??? or. i am shifted into a timeline where universe speaks to me everyday and helps me in every way. i am divinely gifted with the ability to seek out these curated subliminal messages planted in my waking reality.
Libra number 6. Libra letter O. Letter O 15, 6. All together connected like a web.
its July 27th. Special
6:43- 18% percent on my phone Open instagram to see aliveinthecandy.64 has “18” first on her page. HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
6:48- kerrifor1968 comments about being skinny at 27 years old. 272727727272727272727277272772727272727. skinniness a common theme in life at the moment,, all moments,,, 21 post. 2262 follower. 622 follow. Wow. August 26th post. First post Oct. 22 2016. 2626262626262262626262666666
6:57- itslovelymimi27
7:01- Two of hearts((IVE BEEN OBSESSING OVER AND CONSPIRING ON HOW I CAN REPLICATE THIS STYLE OF MUSIC...::;;}}}} korean lyric video with 26.2
7:05 - had a strong notion to follow you, nelldanger. Of course your 27 years old. Make video about Amy Winehous3e,,272727272
7:08 - big giant spiral. “hypnotic state analysis” 292.
7:11 - 27 comment reply
7:12 - 1217 comment like.
7:14 - khali the flower girl live in hoarder house like me.
7:17 - opium 27.
7:18 - weird teddy bears. 722
7:20 - causcasion --> asian surgery. 277 Hmm
7:25 - i say out loud “ive been seeing alot of 2626..” looks at phone.. 2626 likes. TURNS 7:26. AS I TYPE. i am so powerful.
7:27 - 27, 217.
7:36 - neuro divinity. 27. i feel so connected :D
7:58 - 1277
7:59 - 72,271 72.2
8:00 - 27
8:07 - 72% 9,770
8:11 - magical glitter noise explosion.. 27 yesssssssssssssssss
8:12 - 27 comment
8:13- 27 comment
8:15- 555 mushroom. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
8:23 - 227
Dont worry, i wil be keeping trac from HERE. ON. OUT. nothing goes undocumented ;D
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