ive become a SLAVE

 soouu it was gunna happen one day..yes.. u know.. that day... when one is forced to participate inside thr corrupt system of greed. UI HAD TO GET A FREAKING JOB  😭😭😭 (இ﹏இ`｡)Sincerely, Before i got dis job, i waa thinkin , this is gonna be a PIECE OF KITTYCAKE!!!(*・ω・)ﾉ”┌iii┐♡ 🐾 buit then i felt the all consuming dread. of GOODWILL. FUCKING. GOODWILL. FUCK GOODWILL. FUCK THEM SO MUCH, FUCK THEM SO HARD IN T HEIR DISEASE RIDDEN ANUS TILL THEY ARE BED BOUND, BECAUSE THEY HAVE CAUSED GREAT DEAL OF SUFFERING TO THE AMERICAN PEIOPLES.     Its not a hard job no See thats not the issue, its the POINTLESS. UTTERLY FUCKING POINTLESS WORK I AM SACRIFICING MY MENTAL WELLBEING TO. i just cant ignore this feeling that i am NOT MEANT TO BE HERE. i am not meant to be DOING THESE POINTLESS TASKS. I am important. i have le important brain gene, Yeeee its kinda gone rare now, ever since le humans started UN-important-ifying their BRAINS, and being force 2 work at GOODWILL INCORPERATIONS/. and everyone i work with, and encounter as customers, are fucking ROBOTIC GANG STALKERS. NPC ARTIFICAL "UNINTELLIGANCE" BOTS.  

>be meep , tagging my 5367th shein temu tshirt of the day. 

>weird vibe , brain has been hacked by government, co-worker asks "How are you"

???? >i respond , "Miserable." 

>she respond, "Why?" 

>?"you never get existential working here? doing these pointless tasks everyday. Days become weeks become months become years. Slaving away. Why are we doing this?  

> coworker: "I don't get what you mean. I mean, sometimes i get tired of being on register for too long." 

Heres my TOTALLY WEIRD WACKY AND RADICAL thought process, WHY IN THE EVER LIVING FUCK ARE WE CONSTANTLY BEING FORCED TO WORK FOR GREEDY BILLIONAIRE.  (⊙⁠‿◎) billionaire not human 📷⍨⃝⍨

MONEY IS IMAGINARY PAPER, PRINT IT OUT , BITCH. PRINT IT ,. OUT. THE WORLD IS RUNNING ON GREEN GREED. imagine a world where we all did what made our hearts fulfilled and inner child happy, for a living? Or, helping out other people in the community. BUT COMMUNITY IS DEAD. CREATIVITY IS DEAD. BECAUSE WE NOTICED, THAT IT HELPS YOUR SOUL FLOURISH. and thats the LAST thing we want. is for your brain to ever grow and escape this prison weve built for you. YOU CANT THINK FOR YOURSELF!! OR ELSE YOULL LEAVE THIS SYSTEM. thats we created tiktok!!So you will NEVER have to make your own opinion ever again! and also made the natural gods medicine THE MOST ILLEGAL DISGUSTING DEGINERATE THING ON THE FUCKING PLANET because we DEFINITLY dont want you reaching enlightenment or healing, because then HOW THE FUCK WOULD WE MAKE OUR MONEY IF YOU DIDNT GO TO THERAPY ANYMORE? IF YOU DDINT BUY ALCOHOL ANYMORE? IF YOU DIDNT STAY QUIET AND STUPID AND KEEP WORKING?!? We cant have you breaking through to god, because you would know immediatley, that this is all bullshit.

WE NOTICED, HUMANS, THAT YOU REQUIRE FOOD AND WATER TO LIVE.      NOW, SINCE YOU LITERALLY, NEED THESE THINGS, TO LIVE, WE ARE GOING TO CHARGE YOU AND RAPE YOUR HOLES FOR PAPER, SO YOU CAN NEVER RELY ON ANYONE OTHER THAN US :) 

i want to spend my life making a difference in the world, and experiencing JOY and SPREADING IT, because humans DESERVE to be happy and free and CREATE,  i suppose thats my main problem, i feel utterly useless and anxious whenever im not working towards my goals, of making art. SO WHENEVR IM NOT DOING THAT I FEEEL SO MUCH ANXIETY LIKE IM WASTING AWAY MY LIFE DOING UNIMPORTANT MISERABLE THINGS AND ILL BE DEAD SOON AND I WILL HAVE ONLY EVER WORKED AT FUCKING GOODWILL.

It would be so much easier... if i was as ignorant and blissful as my dear coworker. goodwill slave 4 YEARS STRONG.  if only i didnt QUESTION everything. no one ever QUESTIONS. only me. WHY are other humans more important than me? why does anyone have authority over anyone? we are all humans born equal. and yet you went to some fucking million dollar {GREED. SCAM.  GREEEEEED. FAKE.} COLLEGE, and now, you are, a much more VALUABLE person on this earth than me. i dont CONTRIBUTE anything to this SOCIETY, (i.e, money.) so there for, i am. Useless. 

KITTYTOYPRINCESSPARTY!!!!

 

MEOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

HERE COMES LIBRA TIME SOON. ヾ(￣(●●)￣)ノ

IM ANXIOUS FOR MY 19TH YEAR. ヽ༼ຈل͜ຈ༽⊃─炎炎炎炎炎炎炎炎✲꘏ ꘏ ꘏ ꘏✲BIRTHDAYS RE ANXIOUS.¯\_(☯෴☯)_/¯

i enjoyed stargazing at 4 AM with mi boyfriend. There was jupiter and mars and uranus. mars in taurus, MINEEEE NYAAAAAA amd i seen orion twinkling and my bf say 

its because stars have a heartbeat(☆▽☆)      ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ✩‧₊⋆⭒˚｡⋆*ੈ✩‧₊˚☆⋆｡

and when theres orion, close by theres LEPUS!!!!!!!!૮₍´｡ᵔ ꈊ ᵔ｡`₎ა

          Nihal starseed are very creative , open minded, souls. 

ITS difficult to incarnate here, but im relizing thjat is the point. So that i can grow,. and change.. and help change earth too.

GEMINI MOON IS FRUCKING INSAINITY LEVELS THRU THE ROOF

 YOU FUCKINGGUYS ARE NNOT GOUNNA FUCKING BELIEVE ME WHEN I FRUCKING TELL YU THIS SHITS,./..... IM OVERWHEKLEMD. WHERE DO I EVEN STARRT. OK SO. 

I COME ACROSS THIS WEBSITE,,FOR THIS COMIC,, CALLED "8eyes""" and HOLYYY,,CRUPPYCRAP.. ITS CONNECTING........ THE MIMZYVERSE......... A STORY ABOUT    BUNNY GIRLS.     WHO ARE BORN BY,  BEING RABBITS ON THE MOON, AND THEY FALL DOWN THE EARTH, ABND THEY HAVE A RABBIT GODDESSS MOTHER. (not 2 mention le artist SOfa birthday is 2 days before me))))

REWIND 2 LAST WEEK,, I GO ON MY ""RABBITHOLE" JOURNEYS AS ONE MIMZY DO, AND I COME ACROSS SSOMETHING REFERRED TO AS, 

"The Rabbit in the MOON" and "Chang'e the MOON goddess" and her "JADE rabbit".. and i start spiraling down the hole.. my childhood favorite cartoon my mom show me,, SAILOR MOON.. NAME MEANING... MOON RABBIT... SO I VENTURE DOWN... and it leads me towards a band called "RABBIT ON THE MOON>" who, coincenditally, MAKES SIMILAR MUSIC TO MEH. BUT ANYWAYS, their signed under the record label, "HALLUNCINATION RECORDS." L.S.D, My initals, THE MIMZYVERSE. COMMENCING. 

BUT THIS IS FAR FROM THE WILDEST PART, MY FRIENDS. FAR. ALMOST AS FAR AS THE MOON HERSELF,. AS I..... AM RELIZING,......... THAT IT ALL COMES BACK TO MY MOON. MY GEMINI MOON. MY MOON OF 222 DEGREES. WHICH HOLDS MY 19 DEGREE CONJUNCTION OF LEPUS STAR NIHAL. BUNNY FUCKING WORL;D.  

AND FUCKIBNG GET THIS. 

AS I AM WRITING THIS.... I JUST FOUND OUT.. THE MOON IS IN FUCKING GEMINIIIII TODAY@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

FUCKKYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

WHAT DOES IT MEAN?????????????????????????? I NO LONGER FEEL ALONE, I FEEL A PRESENCE, OF A HIGHER POWER, LEADING ME TO THESE DISCOVERIES, AND IT LEADS ME SO CONFUSED, AND OVBERWHELMED, WITH NO WHERE TO PUT THIS VBEAUTIFUL SYNCRONCITIES BUT MY BLOG WHERE NO ONE SEES.. WHAT IS IT ALL FOR???? i supopose it wil all make sense and come together once i am old enough, once i am wiser, possibly descended. 

summerover DISSOCIATE

 SUMMER IS PRETTY MUCH OVER.. which caused me to relize that my birthday is in 3 MONTHS............................ Which caused me to relize tears flyinmg down my face.!!!@!@! i ddint even get 2 b 18 yet!!! I DISSOCIATED IT ALL!!! LIKE EVERY OTHER YEAR OF MY LIFE.it feels like its been a month,, of this age.. at MOST. This has been the most insaneity year of my life!!!!!!!and mayvbe most traumatic!,, caused all by me... brinmging things upon myself.. Anyways IM STILL 8 YEARS OLD.INside. never mentally moved on from that time. My case manageer said my brain will grow older and catch up the more i heal in therapy, i hope so... its so disorienting living here! in this timeline! where im 18,, and i just dont feel like it its scaery everyday. I thhink i might dye myhair from pastell fleshy pink to TEALLLLLL BLLLUUUEEEEE HATSUNE MIIIIIIIIKU

yea yea yea yea yea tyeayeywyataytatatayataytayayaty

MAYBE ILL FEEL BETTER THEN:DDDDD :DD (^人<)〜☆ 💚LISTENING TO THISD STUFF RIGHT NOW I DONT KNOW WHAT THEY SAYIN LIKEE DAT BASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS DOEEEEEEEEEE

 

THE FAMOUS L.S.D HAS FINALLY VISITED LSDLAND... SKUNKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!2626

 THATS RIGHT!!!!!! i did oveercome my fear of accid1111! i forgot to write and neglected my blog when it actually happened but i will tell ALLL. But today, i have been awake for quite some time, because pof ym sleep schedule being flipped baclwards to be a nocturnal opposum or raccooon or SKUNK. SKUNKSKSKSKSKSKSKUNK IS VERY IMPORTANT HERE IN MIMZY LAND LATELY , almsot like RABBITS, but not =nearly as much yet.. But.. i didint evem write about the time that i tok acid for the very FIRST TIM E afew weeks ago and its given me a very mild form of HPPD. :{{{{{ BUMMER. BUT ITS OKAY. ITS VERY SLIGHT.. But onto the actual TRIP. The day started as any other, :] i actually cant remember much of before the druggy night MAN I SHOULDA JOURNALEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ANYWAYS i wuz like MAN im boreed and i did shrooms a few days ago why not do somethign else mroeeeee silly and iiiiii txted a friend of a friend of a friend to whom i was recommmened and drove all;llllll the way far away to retrieve le yum yums yum yuyms including molly lsd and DMT :D i did not expierenmce dmt as it seems everytime i attempt this drug i am met with nothing at all.. as if the universe telling me,, your not ready... so i have stopped pushing fate and decided to let it  be. It was quite a journal to find a crack pipe to smoke dis stuff with and on the way i encounteered two cats having SEX IN THE PARKING LOT AND I CAUGHT DAT ACTION ON FILM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. ANYWHO. Molly makes me run SUPA FASTTTTTTTTTT.... I WAS RUNNIN BACK N FORTH THRU THE HOTEL SMACKIN MY LIL BODY INTO THE WALL TURN AROUND RUN RUN RUN RUN DO IT AGAIN!! WHAMWHAMWHAM! not that hard but fo real i could BLAST!!! i felt HEAVY!! like after you get off a long day of trampoline jumpin!! This did not last long, as i decided to take le small tabby:'']]]]AND MAN............ WAS EVERYTHING........ M O V I N........ like,, EVEYRTHIGN!!!!!!!!!!! this ceiling we had in the hotel was ATROCIOUSLY HIDEOUS and i WISH i didnt have to watch that bubbly popcorn mold twist and sway like the great ocean for 12 horuurs:[[[ SO, i noticed this fact and i was like WOAHH WE NEED SUM MORE OF THUIS... LEMME TEXT THE DUDE,,, AND GET MORE.... AND LET ME ASK.. MISTER,..... UHHHHHHHHH,  WHATEVR UR NAME IS,,, DO U HAVE LE H9ORSE TRANQUILIZER??????????? So i pops another tab, an hour after i took the first one, (not the best idea heyyyyy} boughts da ketamine and head back 2 da room!!!! WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT IM GETTING IT ALL TWISTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WE DID NOT PURCHASE KET UNTIL I FUCKING FOUND 500 CASH SHMUNIES ON IN THE PARKING LOT RIGHT BESIDES MY FOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!  THATS RIGTH!!!! I WAS TRIPPIN SO HARD AND SO CRAZY THAT I FOUND MONEY GLITCH!!! SO WE SPENT LITERALLY 200 DO0LLARS ON YYUMYUMS LOLOLOLLOLOLOLOL...ANYWAY.... Whenever i was outside it was INSANITY because the entire night sky turned itself into a hexagonal DOME full of repeating patterned CLOUDS and uit was HYPNOTIZINGGGG it wss wild AND everything  was splitting.. like..... VISUAL REALITY.. like u know when stuff is 3D and its made up of Cyan and Red overlapped... EVERYTHING WAS CYAN AND RED SPLITTING.. I COULD SEE REALITY.... I SEEN IT.. LITTLE FUZZIES OF AIR IN THE AIR AND I COULD BREAK IT AOPART AND TOUCH THE REALITY FUZZ,,,all the stars in the sky were multiplying with a green one and a red one for each star But outside got kuinda scary:{ i wish we woulda done it at day time cuz it was weirdddd how everythiung was dark so more led to my imagination to make scary dark things ap-pear:[ i was laying on my back staring at the sky when suddenly abunch of black bugs started raining on me!!!!! I COULDNT TELL IF IT WAS REAL OR NOT SO I SCREAMED!!! But we seen a SKUNK!! a real life skunk!! i wasnt halluncinating this!! it was a big fluff skunk! and then i did hallucinate abunch of baby little skunks in the grass but i THOUGHT it was real so i started to walk towards them and then they started to dissappear into th egrasses!! like swirling away@!!! the clolsed eye visuals were INSANE not very vivid but they were THERE and i seen KALI!!!!!!! just like when i seen her on shrooms!! omfg can my dad stop taliking about disgusting politics [PLEASE LOVE POEPLE STOP THIS MADNESS WHY FILL YOUR BRAIN WITH HATE STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP ]anyways I seen alot of flesh bugs that grossed me out and other nasty things but i also seen alot of mandalas growing all over my skin like it was realer than real it was made out of my scars it was cool. I seen these little bratz dollz dancing ballet with pink and black lingerie on it was so cool they started multiplying! abnd a big spinning hweel of dead skeletons :( But tis ok. Its been weeks now and i have decided i dont wanna do acid again ever cuz AFTYERWARDS i starrted to feel all confused and dissociated from the world like wtff was that i couldtn and STILL CANT get over the fact that that happened like how how how how was i seeinf stuff that just not THEREEE ITS SO CREEP ESPECIALLY THE FUZZ IN THE MATRIX. And i felt so scared and creeped out for a week afterwards and still kinda feel weird BECAUSE when ever im in a dark room i see fuzz ststaic everywhere and crazieyiest phosephenes supeer intense i even seen a whole mandala with my eyes open and its hard ti get to sleep and sopmetimes i get veryyyyy vivid imagintion like ill think of something and i see it faintly. So is that HPPD or wat?? And i didnt evem have anyting 2 write home abut the ketamine CUZ I DIDNT FEEL NOTHUN maybe my dissociatuive receptoers are all fried cuz delsyum but i sniffed up a little chunk and waiiiiittttttttt waiiiiiitttttttttttttttt waittttttttt Nuthing. Also i HATE to snort things i wasnt prepared for that NAUSEATING THICK DRIP IN MY THROAT i chugged a whole quart of chocky milk and i still tasted it!! for WHAT!!! FOR NADA!!!!!!!!! So yea thats drug adventures 

2 hours in synchronistic world:D

 6:30 -  message seen 27 minutes ago. someone with name alongs the lines of...Anorexicwhore666 on instigramy same birth name as me. So does aliveinthecandy.64. mutual bestieieieiefrined;p  and the girl on pinterest lilypuppystrange and twitter., Lilyanna bunny rabbit gu==rl,  is my name this popular??? or. i am shifted into a timeline where universe speaks to me everyday and helps me in every way. i am divinely gifted with the ability to seek out these curated subliminal messages planted in my waking reality. 

Libra number 6. Libra letter O. Letter O 15, 6. All together connected like a web. 

its July 27th. Special  

6:43- 18% percent on my phone Open instagram to see aliveinthecandy.64 has “18” first on her page. HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

6:48- kerrifor1968 comments about being skinny at 27 years old. 272727727272727272727277272772727272727. skinniness a common theme in life at the moment,, all moments,,, 21 post. 2262 follower. 622 follow. Wow. August 26th post. First post Oct. 22 2016.  2626262626262262626262666666

6:57- itslovelymimi27 

7:01- Two of hearts((IVE BEEN OBSESSING OVER AND CONSPIRING ON HOW I CAN REPLICATE THIS STYLE OF MUSIC...::;;}}}} korean lyric video with 26.2  

7:05 - had a strong notion to follow you, nelldanger. Of course your 27 years old. Make video about Amy Winehous3e,,272727272

7:08 - big giant spiral. “hypnotic state analysis” 292. 

7:11 - 27 comment reply 

7:12 - 1217 comment like. 

7:14 - khali the flower girl live in hoarder house like me. 

7:17 - opium 27. 

7:18 - weird teddy bears. 722 

7:20 - causcasion --> asian surgery. 277 Hmm

7:25 -  i say out loud “ive been seeing alot of 2626..” looks at phone.. 2626 likes. TURNS 7:26. AS I TYPE. i am so powerful. 

7:27 - 27, 217. 

7:36 - neuro divinity. 27. i feel so connected :D

7:58 - 1277

7:59 - 72,271 72.2 

8:00 - 27 

8:07 - 72% 9,770 

8:11 - magical glitter noise explosion.. 27 yesssssssssssssssss

8:12 - 27 comment 

8:13- 27 comment 

8:15- 555 mushroom. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

8:23 - 227 

Dont worry, i wil be keeping trac from HERE. ON. OUT. nothing goes undocumented ;D