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Playing the sims in my head: 

Sprint Jackson: his parents wanted him to be a world famous Olympian track runner but he just became obese and the co founder of local baby fur convention  

Topson Marble: old man you meet at the swap meet  has a collection of World War Two memorabilia and rare Chinese porn 

Jeric Jeck : alternate universe of eric but he’s has Down syndrome 

Skeet ,,  battling something very secret. Something rare.  The disease that gets your nutsack.  Trench foot. Dr Pepper. Dr Pepper in the boots. 

Mind Zone : has his own tv show and actually ends up being elected for senate of New York , infiltrates the cities water supply with acid and created world peace. 

Flex Pill .   Really scary guy at the gym.  Big teeth. Real big square teeth.  Gorilla tattoo on his neck. 

Hamburger pill : stoned on Burger King shift. just a Jerry rigged cart  with Xanax addiction. Only eats burger. Comfort food. SpongeBob 

Doctor meat strangle : illegally a doctor. Never went to school. Never went to any school. He isn’t even a real person. Has no name. No social security number, no birth certificate. But he’s here. Performing underground plastic surgery for men who want bigger penis and balls

Trickster raper (face tattoo on forehead that says “LAUGHTER”. Guy  Bath salts. Went to jail for indecent exposure in a Walgreens.  Dip embalming fluid type cigarettes. Atlanta. 

akwamaurine Screwgenus : soccer player. Homosexuality 

Grout  sproub.  Probably person with moldy underwear   Who won’t change them like Ever even when the popo threatened their lives They all be Like     These are my underwear my uncle gave me when I was a child. Electric chair victim and those underwear get fried off. 

Help “Ouch” me.    Someone’s name rolling down the credits of failed reality tv show. Someone on a bad game show. Who lost. They’re just losing. Their divorced. 

(By this time, the text to speech was activated unbeknownst to either of us.) 

Yeah, yeah I just went to KFC. I bought myself a fuck you, Tommy Toyota. 

 Bro it was listening to us. It still is. why do I need to do that? I don’t want to be able to do that. I don’t like that. It feels like rape stop raping stop raping me. It feels like rape. Why are they allowed to do that? I literally feel like throwing it out the fucking window that’s what my primal urges just told me to do fucking stop fucking stop fucking stop. why is it not working? Uninstall    iPhone is demonic it has me hooked like dope i keep going back to my junk cuz it has my DOPPPPPAMINE fix.Daily. Hourly. Minutely. Minute Maid. Juice. Juice. Not juice, GMO. G.ot M.e O.PPRESSED.  Addictive chemicals in my food always. 

Ok now this is just a stream of consciousness for dogs: 🐶 Smoking weed Like a baby puppy dawg🍪🍪🍪🍪🍼🍼🍼🍼🍼🍼🍼Stack paper Stack Cookies   Big greensss 🥬  🍪 🍪 big cookie🍪Yea Cookies 🍪 that’s what I thought 💭 that’s what I said.,,, big 🍪 cookie 🍪 WAIT it’s 5:55 holy fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck WHAT 17 

WAIT WAIT WHAT WHAT WAIT WAIT 

dAWGS of awl KINDS cannot eat 🍪 COOKIES 🍪cuz dawgs COOKIE WILL KILL YOU! 🍪 

CHOCLAQAATTTEEEEEEEEE NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NOnonononono no noOk so this girL walked up 2 mi dawg and was Lik  can nobody ever eat cookie again??dawg was like Yo j can’t even cleaning myself Can never licking my fur ever again right like Why does god did this to us?😃😃😃😃😠😠😠😠😀😀😀😀😠😠😠🍩🍩🍩🍩🍩😍😍 Can we download puppy now? 🔗😘🛻🛻🛻🛻🐷🐷✝️I don’t wanna eat a  cookie Now. YUp god said No✝️🤞😊🤞🤞🤞🤞Oopsie 💅🏼God said noooo😄🍪🍪🍪🍼🍼🍪😩I don’t understand🌠🩷🩷🩷puppy magic can take us to cookie store😠🍩🍩😠😠🤞Wewo🛻😊🛻😊✝️😊✝️cookie pouch🍪😩😩😩 God entered my penis as an angel body! After God entered my penis, my penis became so hard that it could cause pregnancy all over the world. This is what God wanted. great penis.  A penis that could travel around the world and give birth to new children of God. I saw the Lord in Visions as a white angel with a quivering penis. He was as long as a penis. God wants a man who has a hard penis and can use it. This is what God is looking for. The penis that will shake the world. Sprint Jackson now has a divine penis in his pants. 

HEY MAN.. U JUS DELETED MY SOFTWARE.............

did u kno det i haz a laptop fRom years n years n years and years years ago and i finally uncorrupted the fileS AND IT DELETED MY WHOLE LIFE?????THE FILES 2 MEH BRAINNNSSS????!!?!?!?!? and now its so M_tHERFwAkIN SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????So hey, frick this laptop, and were gonnadrench it in lighter fluid and make sure it gets reeeALLLLLLLLL HAWT. REAL SmEXY AND SMOO000000KIN. MICROSOFT EDGE, EDGE DIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:-PPPP EDGE TILL IM BLUE BAYBAY CUZ I JATE U JEFF BEZOS OR WHOEVER BIG BALD GUY IS RUNNIN DIS NIGHTMARE SIMULATION IN MY HEAD.ShmuCK IT. TILL MY ACORNS FALLS OFF. NOBUDY LIKES MILLL1ONA1RES BECUZ THEY SMELL LIKE **ANTICHRIST SMELL* THEY SMELL LIKE SATAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11!!!1 they smell like ROTTING MOLDY RUBBER SOCKS ON A CORNDOG SHTICKKKK. AINT NOBUDDY WANT YU HERE, BIG GUYSSSSSSSS... U ONLy hey be so BIG becuz ur Dingawing is SUPA DUPA DUPA SMALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL..... NOW GIMME BACK. MY BRAIN FILES. and ill apologze.......................... ssssSSSIKEEEEEEE. I WONT STAND DOWN. I WONT SIT DOWN CUZ MY DUMPTRUCK IS TOO BIG AND FULL OF ANGGGEERRZZZZZ:<< >:-CCC

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FindingThings oN the GEAMaTRIX MAtRIX MATRiX Website So we can Make a word a nuUmber and Theres more words🧡🪷🧡🍀🍀😅😅 nihal starseed 453: endangered species, is michael the archangeL , page of pentacles ,((Lilith)) (me) halogram, Hope in dolphins, (((My brother who knows absolutely NOTHING of Dr. Lilys (MY NAME IS LILY) experimENt on dOlphins says to me something about doing acid  with dolphins)))check the porT al, Eris , 23 Holy shit EverytIme i type a number its the number of the clock 2:30 AM Its the number 11% cellpHone 

I have so maNy sYnchronicity wiTh Timothy Leary I think that i AM HIM in a reincarnatioN.  And please Tell me why i had this thoughts And then come to find out he is The one who Coined the term “ STArSEED “ 🌟🌱🌟🌱🌟🌱🌀.   STARSeED TRAnSMISSiON. AND ON THE COVeR OF THIS BOOk IS THE MIMzY symbOL. Libra 42 (6):  Lily chosen one: I break the matrix, Ohio, (where i Live) 

LilySkyD*** 1258 LewisCarroll 1258  SAME NUMBERS AS ME.    🐇🐇🐇🐇🐇🐇   Rabbit Hole code number: 227. Dimension.  Gods web portal is growin with happiness when i usin it for fun stuff like dis〰️🌠〰️〰️🌠〰️🌠 Were leveling up🧡🧡🍀🧡☃️🪬🪬🪬🪬🪬Hey🍏🍏😅😅 

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 YAYYY BunnyHop Into The New UNIVERSE!!!!!!WeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowMeow MEOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW i wanna be a cat.. i was crying so much aout it so many times.. Their pure. They cannot have hatred,greed,malice in their hearts. their too tINY. tiny mode....;.;.;.;.They are pure.... im infected and destroyed..,.,;l, they dint hacve to go to work!! or get BETRAYED!! THEUR KITTYS

my LogiC

sometimes it feels like a curse, to be born the Questioning one. it seems it would be so much easier to have no ideas at all. No question. to mindlessly follow. but id rather be ostracized from a machine i dont belong to, than to throw away the most bright and special part of me.

 i am not a part, i am a flower. 

i dont belong in a machine. 

i would rather wilt, than rust. 

flowers now seen as primitive and useless 

useless unless working 

but flowers do work   in a different way when you see them. look. stop working and look 

i want when you look at me, to stop and think. Stop looking, Stop working, Think. 

thats much more valuable than giving in,

to their blood money.  They will not capture my soul. 

why are we fighting to survive? 

Why are we fighting for our rights? as Earths children it is our right  to grow here

venting about THAT STUFF

 my therapist Says its not my job to fix people.. But i cant help shake this feeling that its my mission. 

I know i cant beat myself up over them being stubborn.. But i cant give up. I WAS planted in this broken family To save them. To show them how to have empathy.   I need to save my mom. who else is going to save my mom?  But it feels too big to do by myself.  Dads issues are really deep. Im starting to wonder if hes too far gone. This is my delemma… 

I want to confront my dad completely , and stick up for mom. I want to hold my ground when he tries to say Im crazy. When he tries to say he never hit her. 

But i also. dont want mess everything up. Dad is getting really old. Things are definitely Weird right now, But their as normal as theyll ever be. If i confront him on this, things will never be okay again.  I want things to just be okay. 

But things really arent okay. it might seem like it for him. but not okay for me. I wrote him that letter hoping he would relize how hes wrong. How he hurt us. But it didnt work. I dont know what will work. Should i get into witchcraft? To hack his brain? Is that the only way? to heal a narcissist? I just need him to feel empathy. Once. I just need him to be sorry. and relize hows hes hurt us. 

Why cant he see how hes hurt us. Its so obvious, even people who arent in our family can tell. My mom is so young. Hes so old. Im so young. I have mental issues. Hes egotistical and only cares about how he looks to other people. It all makes sense. thats why hes so ashamed of me. He knows how it looks. He knows im the dead giveaway. 

For him to lie to my face. Lie to my face. About what i saw. What i heard. He so causally does this. On even the small things. He will change the past. And try to change my memories. i just cant handle it anymore. 

Does he even know that hes doing that? maybe he truly does believe the lies hes given himself. Hes been telling this fake story so many years he thinks its the truth.  But i was there. and i saw it. They saw the bruises. I heard the screaming. 

But he told me that was a dream. and im crazy. And moms even more crazy for thinking that happened to her. 

He is the most crazy. for thinking he can hide. from God. 

You cant hide from god. You cant hide from yourself. In the end. you will have to face yourself. Youll have to face all the pain you put us through. Forever 

But i Dont want it to come to this. Which is why i want to help him. before then. But im afraid its impossible. 

Dreams i had on 2/22/25

 i dreamed 👁that i was at the big house in the rightside  parlor room, and i looked up at the ceiling to see a breathing pulsing cluster of orange/red eggs,፨ covered in slime growing out of a light fixture where a light once had had been. I told mom and she ignored it, so i forgot about it for some time. 🕐Until the throbbing loud and noticeable squirming of these squishy wet growths became undeniable. and i looked up at them again just before they all began to “hatch”, a huge explosion ❉of bursting red organs sprayed the room and chunks of “meat”? splattering onto my head and face. ៚

Another part of the dream, i assume was also at the big house, where the moldy bathtub was full of a nauseating mix of brown chunky water, animal poop, dark green algae, and various broken objects from thruout the house. Micken was swimming in it, and i was trying to get her out, because her head kept going beneath the water, as it suddenly grew to the depth of a large aquarium rather than a bath.  Then it switched to an out of body perspective of watching myself drudge through the bath to rescue micken. 

Another dream part i had was walking into the front yard of this random house, with multiple people i did not know sitting on and around the porch. My dad was also in the front yard talking to someone, until this shirtless body builder guy showed up, and dad immediately started saying things like “People like you are disgusting you look hideous whats wrong with you” etc. etc. but in a very  snarky and “hey arent i funny” tone instead of his usual angry one. (trying to impress to other people there) Until the ripped guy kept walking closer and closer to him and dad physically began to shrink into a small person. I was trying to tell my dad to stop saying these things but he just kept getting smaller. Then dad wasnt there anymore, but eric was, 💝and we both started to dance to this heavy metal music that the porch people were playing.

🦀everybody was laughing and it was a good time.